NOTES BETWEEN BETH AND HER DAD - May 1991
These were notes that Robert and
Beth wrote to each other in May just before school was out. The only reason
that they were even going is because Beth was in the school and Robert wanted
her to finish the year out. These notes were in response to the message going
out. He was talking about me being sick as being the judgment of God. He was
also saying that Kim had just "left" her husband but not what really
happened.
(Picture of Beth and her best friend, Trina around 1988.)
Beth: Did he say anything Sunday about Mom or Kim?
Robert: What? (He was asking what she meant.)
Beth: This was to Trina. I asked if he said
anything about Mom or Kim?
Robert: Then how does he know she's sick?
Beth: "After Friday, I'm never coming
back here. I can barely sit here now. (---) told Kim to get out! I'm sure he
didn't bother to tell anyone that though!"
Robert: "They won't listen to the whole
story, only what they want. Sells more hell fire."
Beth: "I know, because they didn't
stop."
Lloyd Goodwin was bringing down the judgment of God on my
head and Beth and Robert were commenting to each other (in jest) about how
scared I was.
Beth: Mom is real fearful and scared ain't
she?
Robert: Shaking in her boots! You can when you
have the Lord.
Beth: Can what? Be real happy? How much
longer is this going to last? I can't take much more. I'm ready to get up and
say something!
Robert: She has a love of God in her heart. The
fear has been removed by that peaceful spirit. "You don't have to come
back."
Beth: "God would have to come back to
earth and drag me back!"
June Goodwin had made the
statement to me that she knew for a fact that I had been to bed with over 50
men and they were also "jesting" about this.
Robert: "I wonder if he would tell me
about the 50 men in Wanda's life?"
Beth: Maybe you better ask him. Never know. I
wonder who this message is pointed to? "Ha Ha"
Robert: Only those who want to believe all this
bull! Friday is it. School's out!!
(Picture of Robert, Beth, Shawn & James in 1978)
