EIGHTH LETTER TO LLOYD GOODWIN
John 8:44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.
Practically all of my letters were in response to Lloyd Goodwin's messages over a public pulpit. People would call me and tell me everything he said. He would tell people not to even open the letters from me. He would say that he didn't even open them but just tore them up and put them in the trash. Then he would proceed to preach his entire sermon about the "contents" of my letter. At this time some of our children were going over to the church and Goodwin was giving them praise and trying to influence them. This is one of the tactics of a cult. The families are so inter-connected and inter-married through generations that no one will say anything because they don't want to "lose" their entire family.
April 2, 1993
Dear Mr. Goodwin:
Greetings in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Well, I didn't know if I would be writing you another letter or not but again felt the need.
I just wanted you to know that the mind control ploy that you are now presently using to try and win our children over will not work on us! It's as simple as that. I remember your saying: "Always make your enemies old ones." (Because as he said, "they won't live very much longer.")
You see, my motive in doing what I am doing is not to destroy you or bring down your ministry. I'm aware that Tom Jolly got away with his adultery and molestations for many years before he got caught. I have connections all over this country as well as in your church that tells me everything I need to know. I just want people to know the truth and be able to make a decision based on that.
You see, when I first came to Des Moines, I was very innocent. No one took the time to give me the information I needed to make a choice before I was taken in and brainwashed! We have told our children the truth about what is going on over there. Elizabeth was sitting right there with Robert when you publicly threatened my life, so she knows. (---) and (---) have been told the truth and if (---) makes the decision to go back into that kind of bondage then he has made it knowing full well the consequences and that's fine with us. I really mean that.
If people want to bring you their envelopes with the truth written in it as Sister (---) did and probably others by now then they can never say that someone did not try to tell them the truth. (I am referring to information that I sent out to people who I thought might be set free by the truth. Many of them just took them to Lloyd Goodwin. Some I received back in the mail - refused.) I really believe there are many of God's sheep and lambs in your church and when the time comes they will go to be with the Lord or be set free from your clutches!
I'm aware of the fact that I started this letter with Mr. Goodwin. I just cannot bring myself to call you brother because you are not doing the will of the Father. You are doing the will of your father, the devil!
I sent out approximately fifty letters and envelopes with this information. How many have you gotten back? Remember that I do not lie as you teach the others to do to protect you! Jesus looked at the self-righteous Pharisees and Saducees when they called him a bastard and said, "you are of your father the devil, because you can believe a lie and the truth is not in you." He was a liar from the beginning. You know the scripture very well Mr. Goodwin, you are the one who brought it to my attention in the first place.
I also know your methods of mind control. As I said before, I have learned a lot since God set me free! Again, if all of our children were to decide to go back into your cult, it will not stop our spreading of the truth, the good news, that Jesus came to set the captives free! Praise His holy name!
You see, I really do have something that the world cannot take away. I have met the real Jesus and I have learned to hear the voice of the Holy Spirit, that still, small voice. I know that it is He that has given me this mission and it is only He that can tell me to stop. I love Him so very much and He said: "Whatever you do unto one of these little ones, you have done it unto me." If people make this decision based on the truth then they are getting exactly what they asked for but when they are love bombed and gotten into the lair by deceit then it is a dirty rotten shame!
I am so thankful that I am free and I know that all that I learned in your cult was for a purpose. Actually it was intensive training. Our families have suffered and gone through hell because of you. So have countless thousands of other around the country because of other cults just like yours! The authorities are getting wise and are taking steps even now to do something. I don't know if you watch television because you teach so hard against it but something tells me that you have all along. I'm sure that you are aware of what is going on in Waco, Texas. There are so many things, that he, David Koresh, has in common with you, namely, the wives. I think your youngest was about 15 wasn't she? You know there are people out there who are talking and they don't care whom they say it to. We all know that it was Lee Ray who got poor little (---) started. How can you do such things? I pray that I can never understand exactly how minds like yours works. Because if I did then I would be like you! We also know about (---) and (----). (----) was right when he said what a shame you and Lee Ray are to the name of Jesus. You have no right to use His precious name!
Matthew 12:49-50 And he stretched forth his hand toward his disciples, and said, Behold my mother and my brethren!  For whosoever shall do the will of my Father, which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.