"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,

I will come in and eat with him and he with me."

(I wrote this letter after waking in the early hours of the morning. All that is said here, I don't understand myself. All I know is that my hands flew across the paper and these are the words that came out. I remember when I wrote the words: "God loves you" I was shocked! This is not the way I was feeling in the flesh at all. I wanted to wring his neck because of the lies! I said out loud (to the Lord): "How can you love him after what he has done and is doing to your people?" These scriptures that I wrote here are not from me. I do not understand all that it means. I have one responsibility and that is to obey the voice of my heavenly Father. This is one way that I learned how great and long suffering the love of God really is…………)


June 13, 1991

Dear Brother Goodwin:

I write this because I must write it, because my heavenly father says I must write it and whether you believe it or not, that is your choice.

This message is to you, from God.

Rev. 3:15-22

I know your deeds that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! [16] So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth.

[17] You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked.

[18] I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.

[19] Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent.

[20] Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him and he with me.

[21] To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne.

[22] He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches."

Brother Goodwin, it is 2:30 a.m. and the precious Spirit woke me, to give you this message.

God loves you. He sees your works and what has happened to you. Our enemy has seduced you into a false security. POWER CORRUPTS. You, in Christ, have so much to offer God's church. You can no longer slaughter God's little lambs. He will not tolerate it any longer!

You need to realize who you are in Christ, who you really are! (In saying this, I meant that this is what he could be if he would do the right thing.) You are a child of God. A child of the most high KING! You are a son of God, just as much as Christ is. (By this, I meant that Jesus was not ashamed to call us brothers and sisters.) You are a joint heir. When he died, you died with him. When he resurrected, you resurrected with him! You are Christ's body, his church, his bride, in this earth. Just as many others and I are! We are already joint heirs with him in his kingdom. It's present tense, not past tense. There's much more to come. (What I meant here is that all who are truly in Christ are sons of God. At this point I felt that there was still a chance for Lloyd Goodwin. Jesus told his disciples, "The Kingdom of Heaven is within you.")

You must be born again. You must sell all that you have and give it to the poor. (He wasn't talking about material possessions) It's harvest time NOW! The fields are white unto harvest, the laborers are few.

Rev. 14:15-16 And another angel came out of the temple, crying with a loud voice to him that sat on the cloud, Thrust in thy sickle, and reap: for the time is come for thee to reap; for the harvest of the earth is ripe. [16] And he that sat on the cloud thrust in his sickle on the earth; and the earth was reaped.

Brother Goodwin, this is where we are RIGHT NOW. I know it! But there is another reaping after this one and this time it is:

Rev. 14:17-19 And another angel came out of the temple which is in heaven, he also having a sharp sickle. [18] And another angel came out from the altar, which had power over fire; and cried with a loud cry to him that had the sharp sickle, saying, Thrust in thy sharp sickle, and gather the clusters of the vine of the earth; for her grapes are fully ripe. [19] And the angel thrust in his sickle into the earth, and gathered the vine of the earth, and cast it into the great wine press of the wrath of God.

I realize that this is very hard (if not impossible) for you to accept, especially because I am a female, but that is only in the flesh. In His Kingdom, which was set up (in the spirit) at his resurrection, there is neither male nor female. The spirit just uses whomever he wills.

I happen to be the one he sent to you, just as he sent Nathan to David and said, "you are the man." David replied, "I have sinned against the Lord." Nathan said to David, "The Lord has put away your sin, you shall not die."

Brother Goodwin, I love you through Christ's love. Your ministry is not being blessed because you're trying to do it by your own power and your knowledge of "Winning friends and influencing people in the wrong way. We have an advocate with the Father, just confess your faults and he will cleanse you from all unrighteousness. He will deliver you from the torment that permeates you life. Of the living hell and terror that is your very existence. He will set you free from the claw that Satan has in your mind!

The blood of many lambs is on your hands, just as was Paul's. You are persecuting Christ! I know you didn't start out that way but you got caught up in Satan's snare.

God is crying out for his people to "Come out of Her" that you be not partakers of her sins and that you receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven and God has remembered her iniquities. This applies not only to the Roman Church but to all those that have set themselves up as God in the saints eyes.

Please read: Isaiah 28:15-21 and Isaiah 58:1-14 and please don't exempt yourself. God is speaking to you through me. You will just have to accept that. That's why he brought me back here. I was driven back here by the Spirit of God! There is no doubt in my mind.

I sat many years at your feet, learning the word of God, as I never had. I have been an avid Bible student for 31 years! In my own self, I am nothing, but in Christ, I am (meaning Christ in me is) everything and can do all things through him who called me. I plead with you to accept this message to you. Very prayerfully, it's your choice. My love and prayers are with you, in Christ.

Sincerely and prayerfully in Christ.

Sister Wanda Mason